urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:the_skinny_cow With Only Mirrors the_skinny_cow 2008-10-20T21:27:21Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:the_skinny_cow:15672 2008-10-20T21:27:21Z 2008-10-20T21:27:21Z I am obese. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:the_skinny_cow:13870 2007-08-01T21:51:53Z 2007-08-01T21:53:35Z <p>So I'm having a breakdown. This is what happens when you "recover." I was so fucking thin and beautiful and now I'm chubby again. Fuck fuck fuck. Fat, even. And gross. Anyway, I'm crying. I hate myself. I'm atrocious. Dont worry, I'm going to get back down so fast. This is not even ok. I'll keep posting progress pics as I go back down. Let me know when I hit that skinny pic ok?</p><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Then and now">So this is now..This'll make you not want to eat today.<br /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y282/greentea191/DSC00632.jpg" /><br /><br /><br />And then, when I was thin and beautiful.<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y282/greentea191/100_2218.jpg" /><br /><br />Fuck. <br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:the_skinny_cow:5234 2006-09-03T05:40:01Z 2006-09-03T05:40:01Z God I'm depressed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:the_skinny_cow:5104 2006-09-02T06:01:23Z 2006-09-02T06:01:23Z My issue is that I've forgotten what it feels like to be thin. I've forgotten what it feels like to only have 1/2 an inch of my thighs touching, for my ribs to show in my back, for my collarbone to be obnoxiously present.<br /><br />I've forgotten and I can't seem to gain the&nbsp;motivation to remember.