http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/ Don't Leave Me Here - LiveJournal.com Mon, 20 Oct 2008 21:27:21 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com the_skinny_cow 10476880 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/47813141/10476880 http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/ 100 100 http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/15672.html Mon, 20 Oct 2008 21:27:21 GMT http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/15672.html I am obese. http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/15672.html public 2 http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/13870.html Wed, 01 Aug 2007 21:51:53 GMT http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/13870.html <p>So I'm having a breakdown. This is what happens when you "recover." I was so fucking thin and beautiful and now I'm chubby again. Fuck fuck fuck. Fat, even. And gross. Anyway, I'm crying. I hate myself. I'm atrocious. Dont worry, I'm going to get back down so fast. This is not even ok. I'll keep posting progress pics as I go back down. Let me know when I hit that skinny pic ok?</p><a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Then and now">So this is now..This'll make you not want to eat today.<br /><br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y282/greentea191/DSC00632.jpg" /><br /><br /><br />And then, when I was thin and beautiful.<br /><br /><img alt="" src="http://i7.photobucket.com/albums/y282/greentea191/100_2218.jpg" /><br /><br />Fuck. <br /></div> http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/13870.html crushed public 2 http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/5234.html Sun, 03 Sep 2006 05:40:01 GMT http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/5234.html God I'm depressed. http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/5234.html public 4 http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/5104.html Sat, 02 Sep 2006 06:01:23 GMT http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/5104.html My issue is that I've forgotten what it feels like to be thin. I've forgotten what it feels like to only have 1/2 an inch of my thighs touching, for my ribs to show in my back, for my collarbone to be obnoxiously present.<br /><br />I've forgotten and I can't seem to gain the&nbsp;motivation to remember. http://the-skinny-cow.livejournal.com/5104.html discontent public 1